Divergences

[sienamystic]

I am having difficulty with feelings that I am having, feelings that I think I should be having, and feelings that I wish I didn't have. And most of it has nothing to do with Inner Demons, but rather The State Of The World and Current Events.

The net result is a vague depression that I'm fighting by eating powdered sugar donuts and listening to heavy, angry music as I inventory silver sugar tongs.

I wish I could snap out of this. It may all simply be Why Isn't Spring Here Yet, Damnit Syndrome. April is perhaps the cruel month, but I think March really was the one that brought the hammer down on my wee little head.

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[apis-mellifera.livejournal.com]

We have daffodils, crocuses,and hyacinths here--the first flowers always mean spring to me. Next are the tulips, then the irises and peonies, and finally, the roses--which means that it's summer.

*looks at calendar* GAH! Daylight savngs time starts this weekend. Which means I'll be going to work in the dark again. Sigh.

I wish I weren't dealing with Inner Demons, but that's where I'm stuck these days. I'd offer to trade, but I'm pretty sure you don't want my emotional sludge. Pass the donuts, willya?