Divergences

I am having difficulty with feelings that I am having, feelings that I think I should be having, and feelings that I wish I didn't have. And most of it has nothing to do with Inner Demons, but rather The State Of The World and Current Events.

The net result is a vague depression that I'm fighting by eating powdered sugar donuts and listening to heavy, angry music as I inventory silver sugar tongs.

I wish I could snap out of this. It may all simply be Why Isn't Spring Here Yet, Damnit Syndrome. April is perhaps the cruel month, but I think March really was the one that brought the hammer down on my wee little head.